A humble heart

Deep inside me something cries out loud.

Every.
Day.
For the last few years.

I need to feel free.
Of it.
Crazy,
desperate feeling.
I pray You

Burns. Inside me.
I pray You.

Tired.
Of running. In circles.

Looking for someone.
Looking for someone.
Looking for someone.
Looking for who? For what?
For love.

But I can't. Anymore.
I pray You.

I can't do it by myself.
I pray You.

I tried. Too much.
I pray You.

I want to look at You.
I pray You.

I want to be like You.
I pray You.

I pray You.

For Your love.
For my love to You.
For Your love to me.
For my love to me.

For a humble heart.

A heart free to feel.
A heart free to love.
A heart free to feel love.

An open heart.

I hand my heart to You.
Take it.
Transform it.
Please.

You have the power.

You
Are
The only one
Capable
Of doing it.

Take it over.

September 25, 2017. Siberia